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well its summer and i am grounded but i had an awesome weekend ii went to cocoa beach like every 4th of july saw people i only see once a year got really wasted the whole 4th of july weekend spent my whole weekend on the beach went surfing and got a little sun burnt but its all go0d i was really sad when i left i felt like i was moving or something so before i left i hung out with everyone watched the fireworks smoked and drank a beer but i am also glad to be home cause i missed all my friends like hell
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so still confused but everything has gotten a tad better except for something between my friends which i hope works out well today i went to the studio with hilary then the mall and met up with skott matt and nikki saw ricky but he was leaving walked around the mall then to cdvd and hung out with koston ryan and kaitlyn and sofia then me and hilary went bak to the mall and i ran into gooch<3 lol we talked for like 20 minutes then i we saw eric and was with him till hil's mom came then dropped eric off then me and hilary is kinda upset:( and i feel horrible about it =/ well i am gunna go peace out cub scouts lol
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Last nite i saw UNDEROATH,FEAR BEFORE THE MARCH OF FLAMES,THE CHARIOT,and THESE ARMS ARE SNAKES!!!!!!! it was awesome all though my body is kinda soar and i think i am sick now cause of all the sweaty people lol.Wow i really need to grow i came up to like everyones shoulder but the show kicked ass one of the best ones yet cant wait till warped.yay i am going to sam's party tonight wooo hooo! and camping tomorrow and sunday yay! i am excited lol well sammy i hope your back and ear feel better i am gunna go xoxo
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hi...so life has been an emotional rollercoaster for the past couple of weeks life is so conusing....i dont know what i want anymore....but i am pretty happy at the moment i have awesome friends(Hilary,Eric,Ricky...i love you guys) you guys are always there for meand i hope you feel the same about me....well me and a whole bunch of people are going camping this weekend and i am going to a party on friday and underoath on thursday!!! whoo hoo lol i cant wait i wish it was thursday already nonstop party all weekend yay! lolwell i am gunna go crash

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wow havent updated in awhile since that magnificent day lol so things have been kinda odd lately i cant make up my mind i never know what to do i am scared to make mistakes and i am scared of what may happen if i take a chance i am afraid to be hurt again and i am not sure what i want any more but these last few weeks i've been just thining alot about life and trying to find the good its hard but its working out for me...............levae me a comment it makes me smile lol xox
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its 420!!!! haha hilary i'll see ya later ilu

finally its here at last 420!!!!!!!

well yesturday when i went to cdvd i was hanging out with rick chris and collin and some other kid and i was smoking out side of the car and this cop saw me and called my parents and shit so now i am even more grounded this sucks

well i went to scho0l and went to I.S. yay all i did today was read my book the perks of being a wallflower and now i am finished with it lol it was so0o cute lol now i wanna go to cdvd but i am not sure if i can i wanna kiss someone lolsomeone impeticular lol damn i wanna go!!!!!!! comment me it makes me happy lol xoxox

well yestruday i woke up sick which sucked then went to scho0l then to cdvd and hung out with hilary rick and john at the mall then rick and john left so me and hilary went to jcpennies and tried on lingre lmao then we went to the bus stop and hung out there til the bus cam and when we got on the bus we were like making up a whole bunch of jokes and crap it was funny then we went to hilarys and hung out then her mom drove me home then i went to sleep and now i am typeing this i can barley breath and ive been up since 4 throwing up and my throat hurts so i am gunna go xoxo

well today sucked went to scho0l it sucked and i woke up sick ekk lol after scho0l went to mcdonalds and then home called hilary to see if she was comeing over but i guess she isnt maybe tomorrow yay! lol damn im bored being grounded sucks well yesturday was fun and kinda boreing i went to cdvd hung out with rick and he was being suprisingly nice then hilary came and i hung out with her and he was being a dick again so me and hilary went to the mall with dave,um this kid i dont know, and gay alex lol it was fun then we went and got hilary soffees went to the jeffersons pool for about a half hour then back to cdvd and hung out with rick and john(the deff kid ) lol it was fun oh and skott then hilary left so i hng out with the boreing kid rick for a half an hour man he gets kinda boreing lol but hes co0l sometimes when he isnt being a dick but yeah that was my day and it pretty mutch sucked !! oh well hilary we are such losers but i love it lol ilu

yay! i kinda got out of grounding well not really but i get 1 day a week for the rest of the scho0l year thats what sucks and if i mess up and do something wrong i am grounded through the entire summer:(oh well i am going to cdvd today to hang out with hilary and other people yay lol!!!! ilu hilary we're not stonners we're stonnets haha hi who are you im hilary -10 minutes later hi who are you i'm hilary lol good times

well i am grounded ofr a month i got cought skipping scho0l with josie how fun lol this sucks i am trying to get out of it but its not really working oh well hilary<3bffl love ya

well today was pretty fun woke up went to scho0l after scho0lw ebt to the mall to try and get a backpack saw aaron and chris then went to hilary's and the grocery store with herafetr came back to hilarys and hung out dressed up took some pictures then worked on our binedr journal thing got some pics and quotes and stuff yeah i've finally realized how much of a dick ian can be and how its not worth it trying to get him when i do then he aks like nothing happend so i am gunna move on but still belive there is that one possibillty that me and ian will be something more then friends but oh well yeah i am kinda bored me andhillary are just hanging out and stuff well i am gunna go.why is love so complicated i guess if it is really all that complicted it wouldnt be as special as it really is so heres to teenage romance and never knowing why it hurts like hell....haha my stupid little quotes that i always find someway to use hilary love ya!
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